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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    12:22 pm
    @@@@@I tried not to be annoyedou thought you
    @@@@@I tried not to be annoyedou thought you were
    manipulating mehe chagrin in her tone was not because I was upset, but because she did not like being
    wrong
    It came in a rush once moreou're in love with him, too, separately from meIt feels different
    from the way I feelI didn't see that until he was there with us, until you saw him for the
    first timeHow did that happen? How does a three-inch-long worm fall in love with a human
    being?
    Worm?
    SorryI guess you sort of have… limbsThey're more like antennaeAnd I'm quite a bit longer than three inches when
    they're extended
    My point is, he's not your species
    My body is human,I told herhile I'm attached to it, I'm human, tooAnd the way you see
    Jared in your memories… Well, it's all your fault
    She considered that for a momentShe didn't like it much
    So if you had gone to Tucson and gotten a new body, you wouldn't love him anymore now?
    I really, really hope that's true
    Neither of us was happy with my answerI leaned my head against the top of my knees
    Melanie changed the subject
    At least Jamie is safeI knew Jared would take care of himIf I had to leave him, I couldn't
    have left him in better hands I wish I could see hi
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    “Jared took me on a raid
    “Seriously? That'sawesome”
    Doc touched the glistening powder residue on my hand, then held his fingers to his nose
    “You should have seen her,” Jared said
    I was surprised to hear his voice close behind meI looked around for Sharon automatically and
    just caught sight black quilted bag of the flame of her hair leaving the roomMaggie was right behind herTo be filled with so much hate that you could not even rejoice in
    the healing of a child How did anyone ever come to that point?
    “She walked right into a hospital, right up to the alien there, and asked them to treat cartier santos watch her
    injuries, bold as anythingThen, when they turned their backs, she robbed them blind!” Jared
    made it sound excitingJamie was enjoying it, too; his smile was huge“Walked right out of
    there with medicine enough to last us all for a long timeShe even waved at the bugger behind
    the counter as she drove tiffany cross away
    I couldn't do this for them,Melanie said, suddenly chagrinedou're of more value to them than
    I would beIt was not a time for sadness or jealousy wouldn't be here to help them
    without you
    Jamie was staring at me with big eyes
    “It wasn't that exciting, really,” I told himHe took my hand, louis vuitton logo and I squeezed his, my heart
    swollen with gratitude and loveI'm a bugger, too, after all
    “I didn't mean –” Jared started to apologize
    I waved his protest away, smiling
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    –”
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    12:22 pm
    @@@@@I'm thinking maybe fifteen minutes before
    @@@@@I'm
    thinking maybe fifteen minutes before sundown
    Could be a little more, could be less?"
    "So Jack puts the ladder into the hole, and down I
    goyou have just one arm
    "She took my daughterYou know
    this is my job Wireman looked at Jack"Which leaves
    the watertight container question
    "Don't worry," he said, then picked up the ladder
    and handed me the flash"Shine it down there,
    EdgarI need both hands for what I'm doing
    It seemed to take him forever to get the ladder
    placed to his satisfaction, but finally the feet
    were on the bottom, between the bones of Nan
    Melda's outstretched arm (I could still see the
    silver bracelets, although now overgrown with moss)
    and one of Adie's legsThe ladder was really very
    short, and the top rung was two feet below groundlevel
    That was all right; Jack could steady me to
    begin withI thought of asking him again about
    the container for the china figure, then didn't
    He seemed completely at ease on that score, and I
    decided to trust him all the wayIt was really
    too late to do otherwise
    In my head a voice, very low, almost meditative,
    said: Stop now and I'll let you go free
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    Wireman looked at me without surprise"You heard
    it, too, huh?"
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    I lay on my stomach and backed into the holeJack
    gripped my shouldersWireman stood beside him
    with the loaded harpoon pistol in his hands and
    the three extra silvertips stuck in his belt
    Between them, the flashlight lay on the ground,
    spraying a bright light into a tangle of uprooted
    weeds and vines
    The stench of the cistern was very strong, and I
    felt a tickling on my shin as something scurried
    up my legI should have tucked my pants cuffs
    into the tops of my boots, but it was a little
    late to go back and start
    8:23 am
    @@@@@"Yes, sit down, I want to talk to you His
    @@@@@"Yes, sit down, I want to talk to you His voice had been cold and evenWith Hearn before him, his anger became incisive, controllable, an instrument of his actionsWith great deliberation he lit a cigarette, his hands steady now, and exhaled it leisurely"It's been a long time since we've had a little talk, Robert
    "Yes, sir, it has been
    Not since the night of the chess gameAnd they were both aware of itCummings surveyed Hearn with loathingHearn was an embodiment of the one mistake, the one indulgence he had ever permitted himself, and it had been intolerable to be with him since then"My wife is a bitch, Robert Cummings writhed at the memory, revolted with himself for that temporary weakness
    There was Hearn before him now, sprawled in the camp chair, his large body not nearly so relaxed as it seemed, his sullen mouth, his cold eyes staring back at himFor a while he had thought there was something in Hearn, a brilliance to match his own, an aptitude for power, the particular hunger that had meaning, but he had been wrongHearn was a vacuum with surface reactions, surface irritationsNo doubt he had mashed the cigarette on an impulse
    "I'm going to give you a lecture, Robert Until now Cummings had had no idea of how he would proceedHe had trusted his instincts to direct himPut it on the intellectual frame, let Hearn slip into it, be unaware that there was going to be an end product today
    Hearn lit a cigarette"Yes, sir?" He was still holding the match in his hand, and they both looked at itThere was a quite perceptible pause while Hearn fingered it, and then leaned forward to drop it in an ashtray
    "You're remarkably neat," Cummings said sourly
    Hearn's eyes lifted, searched his for an instant, wary, judging his answer
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    12:28 pm
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    a day’s sport there yourself, sir, soon
    For the present the danger was over, and Fanny’s sick feelings subsided;
    but when tea was soon afterwards brought in, and Sir Thomas,
    getting up, said that he found that he could not be any longer
    in the house without just looking into his own dear room, every
    agitation was returningHe was gone before anything had been said
    to prepare him for the change he must find there; and a pause of
    alarm followed his disappearanceEdmund was the first to speak—
    “Something must be done,” said he
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    “It is time to think of our visitors,” said Maria, still feeling her
    hand pressed to Henry Crawford’s heart, and used louis vuitton caring little for anything
    else“Where did you leave Miss Crawford, Fanny?”
    Fanny told of their departure, and delivered their message
    “Then poor Yates is all alone,” cried Tom“I will go and fetch himHe
    will be no bad assistant when it all comes out
    To the theatre he went, and reached it just in time to witness the
    first meeting of his father and his friendSir Thomas had been a
    good deal surprised to find candles burning in his room; and on
    casting his eye round it, to see other symptoms of recent habitation
    and a general air of confusion in the furnitureThe removal of the
    bookcase from before the billiard-room door struck him especially,
    but he had scarcely more than time to feel astonished at all this,
    before there were sounds from the Prada Purse billiard-room to astonish him
    still fartherSome one was talking there in a very loud accent; he
    did not know the voice—more than talking—almost hallooingHe
    stepped to the door, rejoicing at that moment in having the means
    of immediate communication, and, opening it, found himself on
    the stage of a theatre, and opposed to a ranting young man, who
    appeared likely to knock him down backwardsAt the very moment
    of Yates perceiving Sir Thomas, and giving perhaps the very
    best start he had ever given in the whole course of his rehearsals,
    Tom Bertram entered at the other end of the room; and never had
    he found greater difficulty in keeping his countenanceHis father’s
    looks of solemnity and amazement on this his first appearance on
    any stage, and the dior women gradual metamorphosis of the impassioned Baron
    Wildenheim into the well-bred and easy MrYates, making his bow
    and apology to Sir Thomas Bertram, was such an exhibition, such a
    piece of true acting, as he would not have lost upon any accountIt
    would be the last—in all probability—the last scene on that stage;
    but he was sure there could not be a finerThe house would close
    with the greatest eclat
    There was little time, however, for the indulgence of any images
    of merrimentIt was necessary for him to step forward, too, and
    assist the introduction, and with many awkward sensations he did
    his bestSir Thomas received MrYates with all the appearance of
    cordiality which was due to his own character, but was really as far
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    of its commencementYates’s family and connexions were
    sufficiently known to him to render his introduction as the “particular
    friend,” another of the hundred particular friends of his son,
    exceedingly unwelcome; and it needed all the felicity of being again
    at home, and all the forbearance it could supply, to save Sir Thomas
    from anger on finding himself thus bewildered in his own house,
    making part of a ridiculous exhibition in the midst of theatrical
    nonsense, and forced in so untoward a moment to admit the acquaintance
    of a young man whom he felt sure of disapproving, and
    whose easy indifference and volubility in the course of the first five
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    8:23 am
    @@@@@Long before the oars started a steady pull
    @@@@@Long before the oars started a steady pull toward the left bank
    she was soaked to the skin and shivering, miserable in body and mind
    The bump of the bow against a dock jarred her from her huddled
    desolationShe looked up through the blur of rain on her face and
    saw
    a figure in streaming black oilskins, illuminated by a blazing torch
    The face was invisible under a deep hood Rhett
    leaned forward, one arm outstretched"Good trip, boys?" Scarlett
    pushed against the crates nearest her to standHer legs were too
    cramped to hold her, and she fell back, toppling the topmost crate with
    a crash"What the hell?" Rhett caught the noosed rope that snaked
    to
    him from the boatman and dropped the circle over a mooring post
    "Toss
    up the stern line," he ordered"What's making that racket? Are you
    men drunk?"
    "No sir, Mister Rhett," the boatmen chorusedIt was the first time
    they had spoken since they had left the dock in CharlestonOne of
    them gestured toward the two women in the stern of the barge"My
    God!" said Rhetto you feel better now?" Rhett's voice was carefully
    controlledScarlett nodded dumblyShe was wrapped in a blanket,
    wearing a coarse work shirt of Rhett's underneath, and sitting on a
    stool near an open fire with her bare feet in a tub of hot water"How
    are you doing, Pansy?" Scarlett's maid, on another stool in another
    blanket cocoon, grinned and allowed as how she was doing just fine
    excepting that she was powerful hungry
    When you dry out, we'll eat Scarlett pulled the blanket more closely
    around herHe's being too nice, I've seen him like this before, all
    smiles and warm as sunshineThen it would turn out that he was
    really
    mad enough to spit nails all the timeIt's because Pansy's here,
    that's why he's putting on this actWhen she's gone, he'll turn on
    meMaybe I can say I need her to stay with me-but for what? I'm
    already undressed, and I can't put my clothes on again until they dry,
    and Lord knows when that will be, with the rain outside and the inside
    so dankHow can Rhett bear to live in this place? It's awful! The
    room they were in was lit only by the fi
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    12:22 pm
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    Harrington'sShe wrote stilted, proper refusals for bothWhen the
    haycocks were finished she had the hired lads start working on the
    ruined lawn behind the houseIt could be back in good grass by next
    summer, and Cat would love to play croquetThat part had been fun
    The wheat was ripe yellow, almost ready to harvest, when a rider
    brought a note to her and invited himself into the kitchen for a cup of
    tea "or something more manly" while he waited for her to write a reply
    for him to take backCharlotte Montague would like to call on her if
    it was convenientWho on earth was Charlotte Montague? Scarlett
    had
    to rack her brain for nearly ten minutes before she recalled the
    pleasant, unobtrusive older woman at the Harringtons'
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    she remembered, had not raced around like a wild Indian on
    Midsummer
    NightShe'd sort of disappeared after dinnerNot that it made her
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    But what could she want? Scarlett's curiosity was piquedThe note
    said "a matter of considerable interest to us both She went to the
    kitchen herself to give MrsMontague's messenger the note inviting
    her to tea that afternoonShe knew she was trespassing on MrsThe kitchen was supposed to be viewed only from the
    bridge-like gallery aboveBut it was her kitchen, wasn't it? And Cat
    had started spending hours there every day, why couldn't she?
    Scarlett
    nearly put on her pink frock for MrsIt was cooler
    than her Galway skirts and the afternoon was very warm, for Ireland
    Then she put it back in the wardrobeShe wouldn't pretend to be
    what
    she was notShe ordered harm brack for tea instead of the scones
    she
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    think?
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    But as much as I can
    She was crying, becoming incoherentHer sorrow brought tears to my eyesI'd no idea that she
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    other
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    12:22 pm
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    "When do we get into the boats?" Hennessey asked
    The shelling was still going on over the beach, and the island looked pale green in the dawnA thin wispy line of smoke trailed along the shore"What! Do ya think this is gonna be any different today? I figure we'll be on deck all morning But as he spoke, he noticed a group of landing craft circling about a mile from them in the water"The first wave's still farting around," he reassured HennesseyFor an instant he thought again of the Motome invasion, and felt a trace of that panic catching him againHis fingertips still remembered the texture of the sides of the rubber boat as he had clung to it in the waterAt the back of his throat he tasted salt water again, felt the dumb whimpering terror of ducking underwater when he was exhausted and the Jap guns would not stopHe looked out again, his shaggy face quite bleak for a moment
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    "Ah don' knowNever did know a doctor did a man any good
    "I thought you were sickAh'll tell ya, Red, mah insides are shot plumb to hellAh cain't even take a leak any more without it burnin'
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    "What the hell, we might as well go," Red suggested
    "Aw, listen, Red, if they cain't see it, you ain't got itAll those sonsofbitches know is to give ya a short-arm or an asp'rinBesides Ah hate to goof-off on the roadAh may be a sonofabitch some ways but no man can say Ah don' do mah share of the work
    Red lit a cigarette, closing his eyes and suppressing a grimace as his back knotted suddenlyWhen the spasm had passed he muttered, "Come on, we rate a day off"Awright, but Ah feel a little low about it
    They walked over to the orderly room tent, and gave their names to the company clerkThen they walked across the bivouac to the regimental-aid tentSome men were standing around inside, waiting to be examinedThere were two cots at one end of the tent and a half dozen men were sitting on them, and painting the fungus sores on their bare feet with a red antisepticAn enlisted man was examining the men
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    "All lines are slow," Red said"They got everything down to a systemWait in line, wait in line, I tell you they ain't anything worth doing because of the lines
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    262
    Mansfield Park
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    for what she was detainedWhen she did understand it, however,
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    Jane Austen
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    that injured only herself; and after having twice drawn back her
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    spoken by
    the other, the sisters told Scarlett that the coachmen were still loyal
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    in
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    balls and receptions if the distance was too far or the weather too
    inclement for them to walk"On the night of the Saint Cecilia, they
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    "Certainly these house servants," said Eulalie gleefully"After all,
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    "And our pride!" Pauline announcedWith their pride and a penny,
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    from
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    later
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    was
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    diamond-and-emerald engagement ring she'd received from Rhett
    sparkled
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    ordered
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    that
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    with
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    8:23 am
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    "Is it? Think of your own situation
    429
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    "You don't know that
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    "I've met at least four Principes since I did this
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    John DMacDonald used to write aboutPrincipe
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